#but unfortunately i am so Willing
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sitting here literally typing up diagrams for the dynamics in hadys and. realizing my grasp on the canon characters are too flimsy for the fic im trying to write. like im gna have to comb through three (3) whole seasons and pick them all apart properly to feel satisfied in my development with them
#kijorambles#hadys#hit with the sudden realization as i try to explain noahs opinion on heather#that despite how much i love her i dont have#the strongest grasp on her. as a character??#i know what her arc is in simple terms and how she interacts with the cast#but i cant. fully delve into it?? beyond surface level observation#this probably has something to do with ummm not actually watching the show. completely#i watched island and action out of order skipping eps etc#wt was the only season i watched in full and even then i-#-binge watched it so hard that i missed key details to the Characters#but its looking like im going to actually sit down and rewatch these three#and like. mark down characterization#no fucking way am i actually going to take notes on Total Drama Circa 2009 for the sake of one (1) fanfiction#but unfortunately i am so Willing#sorry everyone hadys update postponed so i can write notes about the show like some kind of deranged lecture hall attendee
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I get why people headcanon that Trucy would call Edgeworth "Uncle Miles" because it represents how close he is to Nick and Trucy and how he's basically part of the family etc. HOWEVER I cannot help but imagine the shock and horror of passersby who hear Trucy call one man "uncle" and one "daddy" as they watch Nick and Miles interact lovingly in public and come to the conclusion that Nick is openly cheating on his spouse with his spouse's brother.
#they're like “oh my god and he has a daughter... this affair must be tearing the family apart has he no shame”#I do in general like the idea of kids calling your friends uncle or aunt. Very it takes a village to raise a child#it's often a cultural thing to call everyone aunt and uncle too which i do in my family!#I just don't love it when the dad and friend-uncle are ambiguous lovers!!! But this is a lighthearted complaint. I jest#i don't think people would think they were brothers thank god but that would be equally unfortunate if not more so#I personally enjoy a Mr. Miles/ Miss Trucy dynamic where Miles is formal with her but kind of as a joke#and FOR HIM that is intimate and close bc usually he uses people's last names (he calls maya miss fey)#I don't think Edgeworth could ever be anything but Miles to Trucy idk#Not in a bad way! I just think like.... he's not her dad in the same way... he would be very stiff and awkward but care for her deeply#like i don't think he would ever be a very cuddly huggy kind of paternal figure for her.#he would do that dad thing where he's like oh you mentioned you like this candy I will by you a huge case of it#he would be like i heard you like magic so i watched a documentary on it so we can discuss it intellectually#He would stay up late to help her with her math homework#ace attorney#trucy wright#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#dadnix#dadworth#narumitsu#i am a queerplatonic narumitsu truther but I am willing to let them be romantically in love when it's funny
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it is so embarrassing to be a danganronpa fan who is tragically fascinated by all the most cringe characters. when your top ten characters of all time list contains nagito komaeda.... how do you live with that. how do you live with yourself. I'm not ashamed of it exactly but when a normal person like say, my roommate, watches me put up my large poster of him up over my bed in deafening silence.... how do you recover from that. please tell me because I really need to know
#I think the answer is to just live cringe and free#but I am unfortunately burdened by the greatest despair of all#and that is Caring What Other People Think Of Me#danganronpa#danganronpa 2#nagito komaeda#I tried so desperately to not like kokichi ouma too. but Im a weak willed cretin#and my love of deranged lunatics cannot be understated#I am cringe I am legion
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horrendously sick and twisted btw
#IT TEARS ME UP TO THINK ABOUT THE METEOR INCIDENT. I AM GENUINELY TORMENTED BY IT#slipping through his fingers.#it's crazy they were actually crazy for the whole meteor thing whoever thought of it needs to financially compensate NOW#i love you so much ill break every rule if it'd mean you'd be happy with me. run away with me#here i am im setting you free im giving you everything you want. could i be part of that? could i be part of what you want#till slips through ivan's fingers. world has now completely shifted#and he can't even be mad. not properly#because this is why he loves till in the first place. he just cant give up on what he cares about. he'll never stop fighting for it#ivan smiles like. this is why it's you#a lot has been said about the meteor scene already but that doesnt stop me from going insane over it#freedom means nothing if till isn't there with me WHAT IF I SHOOK YOU LIKE A RATTLE BOY#ivan was well off. he was eating at feasts. given fine clothes. groomed clean and celebrated for his achievements#yet he was willing to throw it all away#thinking about how they'd probably live on the streets again. struggle to get by on their own as lost little children#their lives would be closer to the one ivan lived in the slums#except the difference would be till. back then he had nothing. if till ran with him he'd have everything#and yet till turns and runs the other way and ivan follows him because of course he does. theres nothing else he'd rather do#any kind of suffering is worth it as long as its for you#till is stubborn. he's persistent. he can't let go.#well fortunately (or unfortunately) so is ivan. incredibly persistent#so here we go again. back in this prison brushing past one another knowing we almost had it all#I WILL GRAB YOU BY THE BOWLCUT AND WRING YOU AROUND LIKE A JOYSTICK BOY!!!!#YOU MAKE ME ILL!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!#alnst#alien stage#alien stage ivan#random ramble sorry i have Feelings
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Can Hydra cure eczema?
If so I’ll gladly be your experiment as long as I don’t have to deal with eczema anymore.
I might be able to see what I could get done for that. Skin care is not my area but I have many sources and people I could see about your condition.
#Red Skull would be pleased#Unfortunately I am not so trustworthy#Just know that I won’t be giving you my full trust or anything#A willing experiment would be something though#Certainly#artemia#hail hydra#hydra#hydra’s head scientist#marvel#mcu#mcu rp#marvel mcu#marvel roleplay#hydra rp
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So Noah is openly being a zionist online... AGAIN. I'm seeing a lot of people wanting to leave the fandom- which I support, if you can drop this then you should. But if you're like me and it's not that simple, here are a couple rough tips that might help;
Pro-tip; instead of paying for Netflix and helping support genocide and the zionists in the cast/crew, cancel your subscription and send that money to charities that are bringing aid and resources into Gaza!
Pro-tip 2; buy fan content and nothing liscenced! Fan works are often better quality than the show- from drawings, to writing, to pins... it's worth the money and you aren't sending money to people openly supporting genocide and the murder of children!
Pro-tip 3; if you are going to continue taking part in fandom, like myself, do not do so in silence. Palestinians are being murdered and we can't pretend that it isn't happening simply because we have hyperfixations that we can't get rid of.
Pro-tip 4; join boycotts! Not only the monetary boycott of Netflix and Stranger Things, but- at least- the three main boycotts; McDonalds, Disney+ and Starbucks! There are many others, from Puma to Barclays to Booking.com to Pizza Hut to Burger King... None of these things are necessities and you can easily go without! Other options are probably cheaper and better quality too! It's a win-win!
Pro-tip 5; Go to protests if you can! Make your voice heard not only online but in person too! We have strength in numbers and we cannot lose the momentum we've barely started to build! Take direct action!
P.S. biggest fuck you to Noah Schnapp but also; Ross Duffer, Shawn Levy and Brett Gelman can suck the shit right out my ass <3
#stranger things#side not that I've lit never paid for netflix#unfortunately I've already paid for travel for that fucking stage show and I'm not willing to waste that money so :/#catch me taking photos of whatever merch I like and finding fan dupes though lmao#but again; fuck zionists. fuck them straight to the depths of whatever hell there is#and I'm going to sleep right after posting this so the potential fallout to this will be... uh... something#but I am kind of curious to see if anyone attacks me for continuing the way I am like I wasn't one of those who called noah out before this#but noah spreading isreali lies and zionist propaganda wasnt that big of deal until now I guess 👀#anyways free palestine and pirate stranger things 🏴☠️🖖 goodnight
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stray kid, u have a week to respond to my plead for a comeback announcement or you’ll stay locked up for life
#im being generous for one week. 24 hours would’ve been preferable and enough for me#but unfortunately i have lot of love so i am willing to stay patient for a lil bit longer#mp
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Hello Kind Soul 💕
I am trying to evacuate my family from Gaza to safe area to save our lives ASAP 🙏
I Ask if you could support us by share my blog and boost my campaign?
https://www.gofundme.com/f/Stand-With-AlBalawi-Family
If you are generous enough, you can donate any small contribution, it really helps ❤
Of course!
Anyone who can donate, please consider doing so! It looks like they're currently at just under halfway to their goal.
If you're unable to donate, please consider reblogging this so that it might reach someone who can! (And hey, maybe consider reblogging it even if you did!)
Wishing you the best; I don't generally pray, but I will keep you in mine moving forward.
Here's a photo of my cat to hopefully get this more traction (and so I can put this in more tags)
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#asks#elbalawi#free palestine#palestine#palestine fundraiser#cats#cat photos#cat pictures#cats of tumblr#catblr#jay.jpg#sappho#my pets#unfortunately I don't have a bank account so all I can do is share the link for now. but hopefully I will be able to return soon with +#+something of more substance. as I've said on another blog here recently: if you're able to show me proof that you've donated here or to +#+any other palestinian relief/evacuation funds and can DM me your proof I am willing to do art for you in some fashion#or if you just want more photos of my cat? I will also leverage those. just whatever it takes to get money goin through these#any tag suggestions are also appreciated#fucked up that I feel like I need to include something in the body of the post to illicit interaction but. what else can i do?#jay.txt#cat#also yes the sign in the back does read ''ceasefire now'' if you can't quite make out enough to guess. i tried to find a photo of her where+#+it's in view; this is the best recent one#i don't know who designed it but i can provide a clearer photo if asked
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4 on the angst list with Araleyn please I need them to suffer
4 : "but it's my fault, right?" (prompt list here)
#<blinks> very gently implied angst i suppose. usually everyone makes anne suffer so for a change#here's catherine struggling with the idea that if she hadn't been so stubborn about divorce-#maybe it would have been more okay for henry to divorce anne instead of. yknow. chopping her head off.#gently implied angst with the. well. i hurt this person i care about. unintentionally. but still. hence also the historical counterparts bg#... i feel like this isn't suffering (italicised for emphasis) but unfortunately? i am in a more melancholy mood#and also coming to conclusion that whump isnt really my taste.. so quite literally you'd have to pay me to draw it .. dfdsghjkl comms open#anyways yeah i think the most you'll get from my own stuff is <reference to beheading> <mentioned death> <abstract reds that might be blood#six the musical#six the musical fanart#anne boleyn#catherine of aragon#oh that got off tangent. but also tldr; requests mean free art!! (also idm if you ask for specific things. like your own aus. just to put#that out there)#but also requests: 1. up to my creative freedom and discretion so you probs won't get exactly what you want + 2. no time limit so#can take literal years to reply to.#so ig ? if you have specific things in mind. that you want me to draw. commissions would be better for you if you'll pay!#but if you don't have the money i'm also. lowkey willing to draw for free.. stick it in the inbox .. there's just no guarantee you'll get i#within the next year.. or at all! but you may as well try your luck o.O#(this plan is terrible for business but because for a very long time i was unable to buy anything online. i sympathise greatly ig)
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i am itching to say something but it’s technically spoilers but siren venti Can talk, it’s just at. this moment in time they are trying to appear as nonthreatening as viably possible here (even if. this attempt didn’t go so well …)
#sirens are wonderful wordsmiths <3#i also don’t know if i ever explained why the bard is so afraid of them#and that is bc i Fully hc that the bard was hesitant around wispti too in canon#he doesn’t know what they are. what their purpose here is. who they are#like godbless 🙏 the bard can handle a lot of things and theyre more than willing to put up a fight#but when something is more myth than it is reality and facts he’s not testing fate here#so he’s erring on the side of caution and sucking up to them full time. like okay. cool. doing this now sure hope nothing goes wrongggg#unfortunately ven has plans and that includes: befriending#me when i talk about my silly little fic and my silly little headcanons#this Will be explained more in the second chapter i prommy But .#anyways <3 saying this now. because i felt like . if i published the spin off and people see ven talking it mightve been confusing oops !!!#HOWEVER .#no i am explaining that in the chapter i am Shutting Up now#lantern says stuff#the boy and the whirlpool au
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Sometimes when you're really ill and there's no cure for your disability and you look around and everyone in your life is so kind to you and trying to help you and genuinely believes that you can get better it feels. Almost isolating. Like I'm the only out there that knows the truth or something. I'm the only one who knows.
#sophie speaks#tw suicide#tw vent#tw disability#i just kinda wanna die all the time these days#like im not gonna do anything about it and the world will keep spinning as it always does#i really do feel like im stuck in a time loop or something#and all that happens is that i slowly get sicker and sicker... cant even leave my room much anymore#it feels. idk maybe i am getting close to the end ot my rope#when even my escapism doesnt work am i going to be willing to suffer each and every day?#ive wanted to die since i was 13 and im turning 21 this year#its like that one song 'i was either gonna die at 12 or ninety-fuckin-three'#but imagining 70-80 more years of this... god what torture#idk its a waiting game. im in pain all the time but if i die im dead so#god damn it it made me think of that one stupid meme with the two miners and the wall of diamond#and one of them gives uo just before he gets it lmao#unfortunately i am not an idiot and that image was probably made by some crypto bro#i am not going to get better#sing it with me lads fibromyalgia has no cure baby lets go#that line is on looo in my brain these days
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Question to non-crocheters:
Can you notice how many different stitch types are in this?
I ask because I'm using different stitches for certain parts of my tallit to stand out, but I'm curious how noticable it is to a relatively untrained eye, since I feel other crocheters might have a leg up over you - if you see any differences, I'm curious what you see!
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#tallit#this has (so far) taken me over eight hours which you still can't tell just by looking at the whole thing#this is a very zoomed-in picture to hopefully make ot easier to spot#unfortunately i am detail-oriented and i'm sure none of this will be vosible to most people especially when i wear it (g-d willing)#i always want an excuse to post this project. can you blame me. the cost alone is going to be absurd#this piece is about the size of seven whales (that are 90ft long). and i'm not even 10% done i imagine#americans will use anything but the metric system btw it's true <3#i'm just interested in how non-crocheters look at crocheted items because i now look at crocheted things WILDLY different#hell i even look at knit so differently even though i Don't knit. i look at all fiberarts different now though...#shalom crafts
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i followed you because i misread "zote" as "sozo"
HELP. Well. In all fairness I am also a very big fan of Sozo. And while the fic I wrote of him was not 130k words like the one for Zote was. Hey. Hey. I think 11k is close enough
#i feel if i call myself number one sozo liker in the world more people would be willing to fight me for that title than with zote#as many people Do Not Like Zot. but there is a fair amount of Sozo appreciation to be found#would put me in significantly more danger/j#but regardless I am So Sorry that I misled you . unfortunately I like two (2) bugs with the letter z in their name.#with thos names also each being four letters long. ignoring sozonius.#I see how that could be confusing sdhgKSHDGJH#ask
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do yk the folklore love triangle 👁️👁️
cardigan is my number one most played song of all time YES i know about the folklore love triangle
unfortunately i am a little pessimistic about it. im like the number one cheating hater i hope betty never takes him back 🗣️🗣️ also i think august lightly sucks as a person for being the other woman. STAND UP GIRL
also regarding folklore i am a true believer that half of those songs are about satosugu.
#it actually pissed me off that cardigan was so high HAHA#like i am a weeknd stan he accounts for over half of my overall top 50 highest listens of all time#unfortunately for mr. weeknd i did go through like a two month period where i listened to cardigan on repeat while doing work my freshman y#also as a folklore girlie i was devastated about the loss of like half of the folklore tracks from the setlist.#im sorry i am not a ttpd fan#i saw her in sweden and i would have paid been willing to pay double if i got to scrap the ttpd set and just replace it with like three mor#folklore songs#whispers heard ♡#georgina <3
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Hi, I wrote my first evak fic in early 2023, before that I had been an avid reader for years. I know the fandom is a little quiet but there's this hardcore group of writers and readers that seem to have been around since the start and all know (of) each other. I don't know how to word this without sounding envious but it seems to me that group doesn't really read, comment on, give kudos or support new fics outside of their little circle. I want to believe it's a time issue but I have to say it comes across cliquey and a little hurtful. I really hope I am just being an insecure baby but I would be so happy if the established and popular writers would give me feedback and leave comments.
hiya! congratulations on writing and posting! i know it can be a big, scary jump from reading to writing and sharing, so applause for that in the first place.
i'm sorry your contributions to the fandom haven't been received the way you'd like them to be. if i'm included in this group of writers and readers, then, well my reasons for not reading/commenting/supporting are possibly going to be more hurtful than what you're already experiencing! i've whined about it years ago (first here, then here), and unfortunately it all still stands, because i have done absolutely zero work on bettering myself as a human being. i think i've read a handful of fics, mostly because they've been sent to me directly, with someone asking for my thoughts, and i managed to put in the effort to read it and offer a polite response. but there are also a bunch of fics that have been shared with me that i haven't read, even when i've said i would. i'm sorry if you have specifically done this with me in the past, because i have not treated your work, your creativity, with the respect it deserves.
i can't speak for anyone else, on how they choose to spend their time reading or writing, or the relationships they have with other fans. on the one active skam discord i'm in, i think a lot of them know each other from other fandoms, or have different relationships beyond writing/reading skam fic. also, as skam fades, people might only have the bandwidth for enjoying and supporting fanworks from established relationships, the same way you still want to support a favorite author even when you or they have changed genres or whatever.
but in reality i don't know the group where this is happening or why. i agree, it would be nice to receive more readers and commenters in general, and being jealous of the attention other people receive is natural. but i don't know how to change your relationship with that group, or my relationship with reading & supporting.
#y'all should see the tailspin i am in right now#i do not like examining my own habits because they are so disappointing!#but there's the explanation for why i don't read#IF I AM EVEN INCLUDED IN THIS GROUP???#or am i just supposed to commiserate as an outsider? IDK#of course i automatically assume i am at fault#i do know that the fact that i don't read fic has pissed people off before#unfortunately pissing people off is not enough to change my behavior#as anyone willing to scroll through my asks on this website could tell you#but also you would not want my comments if i felt obligated to give them#and i think the people i've beta'd for would agree#i do not go into it as a fan#or as an appreciation#i go into it very defensively#which is a shitty relationship to have with art#anyway i am sorry that this is your experience and that i may be contributing to it#i do not have a solution for you#nor do i want to like.....guilt people into reading fic#and the way i cope with this#the way i coped with it back in the day when the fandom had more popular writers and reading groups#was by hiding#and lowering my expectations#i gave nothing to the fandom and i expected nothing from it#kerryrants#aka how i tag the posts when i'm being an asshole
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I've done a lot of reflecting lately and man...
#the last 5 years have been the loneliest of my life#i did have a few months of light in them#but unfortunately my selfsabotag fucked up the only friendship i had during that time#and I'd be lying if i said that i don't care about that#but the truth is... it's been even more difficult to let people#i know my whole push and pull is very hard to deal with#amd i wish i could say that i am cured now... but i feel like I'll forever be fucked up#and I'm a bit scared that no one will be willing to deal with it for long#and i know that life isn't like it is in the movies#the idea of someone understanding you so completely like a certain angel does when it comes to a certain human... it's insane to think#that stuff like this exists in real life...#and it's stupid to even want such a thing... idk... i feel a little greedy wanting anything at all tbh#and i can't.... i can't talk about it because you guys (or anyone) would think that I'm insane#anyway... I'm gonna go and watch some sad destiel amvs now#txt.
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